juddLOCKS

GOODBYE BLOGGER!

2011-02-24T23:03:00.000+11:00

www.juddLOCKS.com

If you have a tumblr- follow the fuck out of me.

I converted this blog to tumblr and then bought the URL for my own website.

Bonnie's Gig.

2011-02-22T13:41:00.001+11:00

Jaxon is the funniest guy I know... sometimes.

2011-02-20T00:01:00.001+11:00

I'm uploading this photo to keep record of my header pictures as it's not gonna be uploaded elsewhere and I like what ash did to it ;) haha.

Two weeks weight.

2011-02-19T21:09:00.002+11:00

Have a good one Sim.

I did this like 3 years ago and it's still there and awkward on

nights of aquaaerobics, so many whales.

Where's Jaxon?

Cuties.

No Sky-Diving.

I made a bed- it was like a hammock from a canteen wind barrier.

The other one was a table with foam thing for Mark.

This was while I was in Melbourne for Swimming state sprints.

The night after my epic night with Samuel (mentioned below)

I went to bendigo and had the cutest time with Saph for Valentines :)

There's probably better one's but Wade liked this one haha.

Mother Gandhi.

I got the fisheye lens for my iPhone4.

Hair coil at work.

... and then at home.

Porch has a tv in it now! haha and nintendo 64.

What I see at work on Thursdays.

"Backstage" buddies.

Le Grand.

Fresh.

4ths.

2011-02-17T16:27:00.002+11:00

Harmonies are heavenly easy when you're higher than the music itself.

How vein it is...

2011-02-17T00:28:00.003+11:00

To sit down to write,
When you have not stood up to live.

High Interception.

2011-02-14T18:15:00.001+11:00

(iPhone Fisheye, saywha?)

The Royal Order

2011-02-13T18:55:00.004+11:00

What an insane night that turned out being. Sam and I connected on an ego-free level and it was insane, beyond words.
Thanks also to Luis for helping me get to them.

That hope you're holding onto...

2011-02-13T18:48:00.005+11:00

Looks an awful lot like fear.

I'm a weird looking kid.

2011-02-11T22:33:00.001+11:00

Browsed through all of my photos it was hectic.

Telepathic Talks.

2011-02-11T15:14:00.003+11:00

Night off.

2011-02-11T00:12:00.002+11:00

First night since September or something I think I've spent at home the whole night alone without my brothers.

- Posted my iPhone bitchez.

Zeitgeist.

2011-02-09T22:29:00.001+11:00

I've been reppin' this documentary pretty hard since year 7 haha
So now that the 3rd movie's finally out:

Zeitgeist 1: If you still haven't seen this FUCKING WATCH IT!

Zeitgeist: The Movie - 2007 by Peter Joseph from ZeitgeistMovie.com on Vimeo.

Zeitgeist Addendum (2): Mind-blowing-opening stuff. WATCH.

Zeitgeist: Addendum - 2008 by Peter Joseph from ZeitgeistMovie.com on Vimeo.

Zeitgeist Moving Forward (3): It's much slower to get into- but they've got a lot of base line information to cover, so make sure you're wide awake and willing to sit through the dreary bits, because it will blow your mind no less than the other two. We're fucked if we don't get our shit together.

Summertime Shootouts.

2011-02-08T22:59:00.001+11:00

People these days...

2011-02-08T22:25:00.001+11:00

Cr3dit?

2011-02-08T22:07:00.001+11:00

Stalks to see who she is... Oh she's a babe and works at a tattoo shop.

Be Smooth.

Kills it.

Keeps going...

...

Forever My Idol.

2011-02-08T21:13:00.003+11:00

Procedurape.

2011-02-08T05:27:00.001+11:00

I have a fucked up mind. But lyric/story idea.

Doctor describing patient, daughters best friend.

Helplessly tied into procedure, he takes off her pants.

"I'll haunt you while you sleep, so don't you dare fucking dream!"

Doctor describing procedure, his best yet.

His thirst had been met, his hunger wants more.

"I'll haunt you in your dreams, so don't you dare fucking sleep!"

This is Centuries.

2011-02-08T00:57:00.001+11:00

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Centuries/144633025557434?v=app_178091127385

Listen to the vocals I did for Centuries.
Tell us what you think?

Dizzy Rascal.

2011-02-07T15:51:00.001+11:00

My Soul Reason by juddLOCKS

I want to put vocals to this-
I'll probably change the music still-
The Chorus is what I get when I'm trying not to green out.
Made it during that moment too.

They see me rollin'

2011-02-07T13:32:00.003+11:00

Chill

2011-02-06T04:02:00.002+11:00

What's with the fucking delay of indie haters?
That shit was done about six months ago and now all the losers have finally caught on that "indies" the next label they can slap on people to make themselves feel somehow superior.
But be careful, if you defend this imaginary label of people you get ganged up on by all the indie haters, and they even try and tell you how they've put you in the indie category too.
It's a fucking competition these days who can be the most individual, there's the ones who are always on to the next thing- those they'd be labeling indie right now, those who were labelled hardcore, scene, emo, before that, and then there's those who are either late comers into the dead fad or the ones who refuse to move on in lifes repeating circles of fashion.
Because it's uncool to be cool and cool to be uncool, because that's what's cool at the moment, and everyone is going berserk with insults, ego's everywhere competing for the respect of their peers.
None of it is cool.
Just be chill.
It's the way everyone should always be...
But don't be chill as a collective or you'll be sure to gather opposable collective people who will do just the opposite to be different, even if it means throwing a bomb into an all chill zone.
The type of people who would bomb Switzerland.

- Posted my iPhone.

She bought the sun with her...

2011-02-05T22:25:00.001+11:00

This song describes my day today perfectly. I was evil. I left my soul in my reflection this morning. I walked soullessly through the stormy weather.

Work and play my life away.

2011-02-04T10:08:00.002+11:00

Test drivin'

Pot Cakes.

Happy Birthday Dear Daylan.

Sold my Chevy to the levy.

Happy Girthday Harley Barley.

Daylan and Erica mackin' on.

She Shaw is Black.

Geelong Pier.

Bodeans Womb.

BEN PADGETT.

Waiting for N00dl3 B0X

Indian.

A tree with dreadlocks.

Ferris Bullar.

Judd and Dakota.

Me Carressing Dakota's face... I gave her a face tat.

Judd and work. It's what I do.

Park Mollock.

Geelong.

My Womb.

Mark and his son.

Jakey.

Eastern Beach. Got some cool video's to upload soon.

"Cone Sweet Cone"- Wade.

JAKE/MARK/JUDD.

Summer livin' Summer Dyin' Summer Lovin' Summer Lyin'

Gertrude.

High School.

2011-02-02T23:10:00.002+11:00

If there's one thing I regret doing in life, it's not wiggin' during school. I definitely wasn't making the most of my young years.
Fuck that would've been fun.
I envy Edwina.
Ash and I are going back to school.

Location:The Porch

Lost.

2011-02-01T16:57:00.002+11:00

I walked out to the sand and stood there, dazed by the morning sun.
The fire had long turned to coal and ashes, but I was still warm from the blankets inside my tent.
This was the first morning I'd woken up in a long time without your small hands clutching on to my fingers.
I saw the door had been left half unzipped in the dark last night,
I presumed you just went out to cool down, but now I see all your stuff is missing.
Please don't leave me.
I swear I must've traced every possible footprint scattered across the sand,
None of them led me back to your soft lips, to your small hands.
I stumbled across the entrance of the cave we spent our first night down by the beach together.
The kerosene lamp still wedged between two rocks on the roof of the small cave.
I wish I could step back into my memory, I'd carry you back onto the sand.
Please come back with me.

Sweet and Simple Logo by Ash :)

2011-01-31T21:48:00.001+11:00

Ashley

2011-01-31T17:13:00.001+11:00

Drew me a picture while I slept. Fuck he's talented.

Canon can suck me off!

2011-01-31T14:28:00.001+11:00

I JUST BOUGHT THIS!

CANNOT WAIT! You should see the quality of the Fisheye! And the Macro Lens! And the wide angle!

AND THERES EVEN A MOTHERFUCKING SILENCER (TELESCOPE) AND TRIPOD!

Hectiiiiiic!

Check this out: Normal Camera.

Fish eye:

The wide angle/macro are just as insane!

The wide angle actually looks the same result as my $800 wide angle lens.

Sunburnt and Sunbaked.

2011-01-31T04:30:00.003+11:00

I get sick of the sky for the clouds always pass me by.

They never stick around much these days,

the northerly sea breeze, and sway of the tress always seem to hush them away.

So I stumbled inside to count the stars

spinning in my head,

I fumbled and tried and fell from the sky and landed on my bed,

I got sick of the sky and counting stars so I stared into the floor,

shoes and bags,

shirts and jeans traced me from the door.

You called me and told me your troubles,

how a boy liked you and cried,

Because you talked to me...

He realized he'd only lied.

He was in love with you,

And I don't think i liked that,

plus it seemed to bother you a lot.

I remember why I stay up on the roof at sunsets.

To watch the clockworks of the universe, forget about the nonsense.

I can see the moon creeping up to brighten my skies,

to outshine all the stars I had drowning in lies,

To outshine the comets that suddenly appear and blow you away...

Then disappear.

My skies right now are clear, a pale blue,

The sun shines brighter when I'm with you...

hope you know that.

When you're up on my roof with me, the clouds always seem to stay and chat.

So stay awake with me, tighten the grip of my hands, I adore your company.

We said goodnight and you rolled over to kiss me softly on the cheek.

If you really are my dream-girl, will I see you in my sleep?

She asked me to write her a story while I was practically green as gumby.

I sort of like it.

Hollow Structure Lyrics.

2011-01-24T03:02:00.003+11:00

Today I'm recording vocals for Centuries with Dan from Confession. Should be good, cept ive got fucking hayfever so a tad clogged and coughy.

Oh baby come up to the rooftop!
Now look over the edge...
notice the view isn't what we hoped it would be?
A gleaming city filled with hollow buildings.
You can knock... but no one will ever open up the door.
There's nothing but fake smiles framed on walls.

(From the walls, from the walls, from deep within these walls...
All the blood, oh the blood, it leaks onto my floors.
Please open up the door!
I need to see who's blood's puddled on my floor. )

We won't make another step, we've tripped down all the stairs we ever climbed,
there's no going back,
up to the roof to look out over the edge
and wonder if we could fly straight down through the cement
Into a brighter world.
A world with depth.
Deeper than your lips will ever get.
Lies can only get you so deep until you hit the golden truth.
We're not meant to be.
So I will have to set you free.
I loved you enough to set you free, can't you do the same for me?
How am I supposed to think?
Oh the guilt drives me insane.
How am I supposed to dream?
I dream of you and wake to scream.
How am I supposed to fly?
When you're anchored to my core.
How was I supposed to breathe?
When I found you hanging by the door.

Reckon anyone could give me their interpretation of them?
It'll probably make more sense with the music- and even better sense with a film clip like the idea in my head haha

In between the city.

2011-01-23T23:33:00.001+11:00

The thing I love most about my new iPhone is the Camera.

Fuck my SLR I should sell it.

Such a good Thurs>Sunday!

On the Train going over new 6billion dollar bridge.

Still on the train.

Open bigger to check out the number plate! FckThWrld!

Atrium.

FedSqaure.

Solve the munchie promblem, sesh at maccas.

Hard Life.

This couch has had some serious wear.

Samual J Mitchell.

<-- Smokings chill but!

CityStrollin'

Squidly!

Rockin' out in Sam's bathroom!

This is the rooftop decking we watched next doors party from and then challenged! AND WON!

Cartrip to Anglesea.

Chyeah!

Sibblez.

Sibbliez.

Family Portrait. :) <3

Wrong way Pom!

The Climb!

I got sand in my pants!

Ripcurl as.

Glockenspiel ribs.

Rock of Love.

Edwinta.

Bear Grylls.

Silhouette Sailin'

I sort of enjoy the over 'exposion'.

Slight change of edit.

Lonely Stoner Mrs Solo Dolo.

Cliffjumper3000.

Found and claimed this cute little bag.

I made Edwina climb alot haha.

I like this.

Such an average photo, crossprocessed into this!

What can I say?

It's a Kangaroo.

Shoath.

Natures loungeroom.

BackSALT.

Butterfly.

Too much. But I sort of like it.

Funky Trunks are how I roll.

The ol' McSlippsta.

I promised I jumped!

Thud Ditch.

SquintSentch. We needed Sunnies!

Down ramp.

Ed Fronty.

Judd Fronty.

Always is Valueless.

2011-01-19T22:52:00.001+11:00

I wish I'd never heard her speak a word.

What a beautiful mind he has.

Catch.

2011-01-19T22:42:00.001+11:00

There comes a point when mourning needs to stop.
They're gone.
Don't need reminders.
Keep it to yourself.

iUpgraded.

2011-01-19T20:36:00.001+11:00

Popped Wade with my Canopy, how tough is it!?

Jaxon after slugging his girlfriend.

G4NG$T4

CigPerDrag. Squid the Dragon.

Self-Titled.

Judd by Jethro.

The Squid.

Roasting.

Chubbycheeks.

Wiggaz.

Happy birthday?

Blood dripping from the fans.

My fresh Lofurs.

Picnic.

Pondering by the Pond.

Picnap.

Jethro. Pimpin' the Echo.

Fiesta.

My kitty Scarlett.

Hardcore Lights... MY FIRST iPhone 4 Picture! :)

A minute segment of the engraved table.

A picture I took at Gundagai.

Fuck the world!

Jethro fucking the world! (Screenshot from video)

Suncrown.

Station sTumblr.

BRTHRS. <3

La Dispute Sweaters.

The drive to Canberra is so much better than the drive to Melbourne.

Canberra fucking RULES.

It's so chill.

I wish I was moving there and not Melbourne.

Doug nailed the location to live.

LA DISPUTE GIG RULED!

Wade took a heap of sick photo's I'll post soon.

Still got the Melbourne shows too.

MY LIFE IS HECTIC AT THE MOMENT!

I've been organising so much.

I got a to do list app that's going to help me through these hard times.

Perfect Girl.

2011-01-15T20:54:00.003+11:00

For starters, wouldn't want them taller than me, so lucky I'm tall.
There has to be a fair bit of physical attraction.
I love cute personalities, not bitchy girls.
Hate bitchy plastic girls.
Someone who is more affectionate than me.
I love a challenge.
If I think she's out of my league or thinks I'm a loser I seem to love trying to win them over.
A girl who is sexually nuts, in a non-slutty way...
So secretly sexually nuts.
Any colour hair, doesn't really bother me.
I have a thing for big eyes, any colour.
I love long hair, just so I can play with it/massage it without feeling like I'm doing it to a boy hahaha (I did like your hair madison I promise!)
A girl who is musically adorable, cute singing voice and can play an instrument... I think I would love that so much, write songs together and stuff :)
Be cool if she was an amazing artist or something too.
A girl with good style! I love style.
Good style, but doesn't obsess over what she looks like, doesn't give a fuck actually, but she always looks good.
A girl who's nice and lovely and not moody after the 6 months comfort period.
An independent girl who loves being with you but can cope fine without you.
A girl with good parents that don't scare me or make me feel uncomfortable, same with siblings.
A girl who is polite to my mum.
Someone who's mature, been through similar relationships as mine and has consciously learnt a lot about herself.
As shallow as it sounds, no fat chicks. I apologise but I just don't find overweight girls that attractive and the "fat person" mindset that usually makes them fat is off-putting to me.
A girl who is pessimistically realistic but always optimistic, probably doesn't make sense but that's how I would describe myself.
A girl who knows how to be a good sesh member.
A girl my friends love and don't mind hanging around.
A girl who loves my friends.
A vegetarian would be convenient.
A girl who would come to bed with her hot as hell friend and instigate a threesome.
A girl with a cool name.
A girl without a psycho ex.
A girl with a life purpose and no direction.
Directions bore me.
A girl who wants to have two children (in later years!), like the names I have in mind, and willing to raise the ultimate legends.
A girl who doesn't get bored easily and would rather have a sesh than go out to groove saint or some gay place.
A girl who loves me and makes me feel incredible.

I think you get the point.
I'm realistic though... I doubt anyone in the world would be my perfect girlfriend... but like I said, I'm optimistic enough to hope.

(This was a formspring response.)

iWig

2011-01-15T05:08:00.001+11:00

What can I say? hahahaha

View from Dougs Porch.

Age? 19? Sex? Hmm.

I won't bother explaining.

The space mobubble. My ride as of late hahaha

Jez in the Porch.

Judd in the Den.

Pom! :)

I'm sure my girlfriends mum battery acid washed these jeans.

GIRLS LIE. GIRLS LIE. GIRLS LIE.

Daygypsy.

Bargains well.

The Manor Haus.

I worked late into the night.

This Frog just kept coming back to sesh with us!

Here Froggy! Take a seat Sir.

Tell Lies.

Speak Honest.

Don't wanna grow up.

2011-01-13T10:41:00.004+11:00

Don't wanna grow up without you.
I don't wanna wake up.
I don't wanna wake up next to you.

Extended Play.

2011-01-12T21:59:00.001+11:00

So this is my to do list.

My juddLOCKS EP is going to be super chill and slow paced, the mood on all the songs is fairly downer which is weird as I'm always so happy especially lately, but I like calming sad songs more than anything in the world so I'm over caring if you think I'm an emo haha.

I've made a start on all the songs, I just need to write lyrics mostly so hopefully I can get this done really soon.

We're also hoping we can finish the Disclosure EP within the next two weeks, again I need to write a shit load of lyrics, but have a slight idea, and yeah Trailer songs are all good to go, we just need to finish recording 3 songs, but we got lazy haha anyway!

To all my listeners, get excited!

I'm working hard to give you three awesome EPs ;)

juddLOCKS EP:

1. My Friend the Rain.

2. I'm a Zombie, You're a Ghost.

3. Fairylights and Fireworks.

4. The Lost Boys.

5. Sun Baked.

6. Awake and Dreaming.

The Trailer EP:

1. Together Alone.

2. Woah!

3. Fairylights.

4. Lies.

5. Spotlight.

6. Dance with Me.

7. Buried Alive.

Disclosure EP:

1. Dreamcatchers.

2. Dousing Ashes in oil just to keep the fire lit.

3. Underwater Whispers.

4. Cotton Candles.

5. The Seekers.

6. The Ambient Moments.

7. Dreamcrashers.

The Porch Room ♥

2011-01-12T05:34:00.001+11:00

Everyone should just build an outside room with thousands of candlelights and fairylights, fisheye mirrors, a wooden table and engraver, furry couch, Strawbrery christmas tree air-fresher, stereo playing Ellington, guitar, keyboard, disco ball, blanket walls, and realize there's no cure like pure. Chill out.

We're going to get some more couches and I can't think where else I'd rather be.

Yacht afar ye father, Sail away my son.

2011-01-12T04:28:00.003+11:00

Douglas Taylor

http://www.dougphotograph.com/home.html

Daybreaker.

2011-01-12T02:19:00.001+11:00

There's actually not a girl cooler than her.

The Crew.

Daylan has earned her way into 'The boys'.

Brothers. <3

Recording Disclosure.

2011-01-12T02:11:00.001+11:00

Music only EP demo by DisclosureBand

So yeah... randomly started recording our EP ourselves today.
What a good idea. We're gonna go back and record all 6 songs again with click tracks.
So yeah in two weeks time we'll be done hopefully!
FUCK YEAH :)

My life in Minor

2011-01-10T12:38:00.001+11:00

Slowly the lights start to fade, and you're all alone.
Sadly only the rain is there to take you home.

888555
688555

2011-01-09T15:31:00.003+11:00

This all needs to stop.

iHoliday.

2011-01-08T18:40:00.002+11:00

I have not stopped. As much as I'm craving some alone time I'm lovin' life, constant party.
Ordered an iPhone 4- so my constant pictures I've been posting will be greatly increased in quality.
Sorry I haven't had much time for words. So been keeping a photo diary of each daily significant event.
Got a fair few more photo's from Ash's iPhone I need to get off him and a heap on my Canon I need to do something with, plus doug's taken a few good snaps I need to steal.
There's a lot of small things I need to write about but all in good time.
Enjoy. Oh and I gave myself a hair cut. I'm happy with it :)

In love with love.

2010-12-31T17:18:00.001+11:00

Life couldn't get any better than it is right now.
I just feel lonely, I guess I've gone through most of my life in a relationship...
I miss being comfortably in love, just as much as I'm glad I'm not in a relationship.
Not to mention i've been woken from my dream of love it seems.

Girls

2010-12-29T13:49:00.002+11:00

Confuse and upset me.

A Slight Weakness at the Knees :)!

2010-12-29T00:08:00.003+11:00

iParty

2010-12-28T15:09:00.001+11:00

Every day, a price to pay.

2010-12-27T15:37:00.002+11:00

I can see my death hiding behind her smile.
Should I stay, or run away?
I heard death is a beautiful thing.

Transport.

2010-12-27T14:29:00.003+11:00

I haven't really talked to anyone for the past two days, just been walking aimlessly in the city with my headphones in listening to Ellington and feeling almost perfectly lonely.
Almost.
I didn't pay for any of the 20 or so trams I hitched, whoops.
Been thoroughly enjoying reading Kurdt Cobains journals.
It's been fairly inspiring.
Before I jot down some highlights I would just like to say thankyou to my iPhone.
(I took some amazing pictures of city which I'd post if I could- stupid limited blogger- get an app.)
I'm addicted but I don't know what i'd do without you.

The past two weeks I've spent wiggin my life away, the only day i didn't was when I was stranded in wahgunyah after The Trailers gig when my car broke down.
It's amazing how true the law of attraction is. What you put out, you'll get back.
Oh I sold my ute too :)
Basically gave it away/ 1G.
Have over $4000 in the bank which is good.
Drove down to Melbourne for Christmas with Tra an Ed.
They went back Christmas day and I went back to my cousins- Jess took me to come chill with her friends- damn good- brand new $200 dollar cyclone double chamber- so smooth.
Then strawberry blunts. So tasty.
Then went back to my cousins.
Uncle made me watch this wacked out 70's band while I waited for Lora to get home.
Stayed the night in her den.
She's possibly the cutest.
She had to go to work in the morning and I slept in and when I walked out I felt like such a twat- she lives with Josh from Carpathian- and yeah I just randomly stroll into the lounge- hey I'm Judd!
Spent the entire day in the city like I stated before- Caught up with Whitty for an hour, I was meant to go home on the same train as her at 8pm but I changed my train until 12pm today so I could see City Escapes last gig.
They've been one of my favorite bands this year and I've never seen them.
It was too good- the crowd were fucking lame though- fuck bang.
I wanted to fucking mosh my heart out and crowd surf an mic grab but obviously no one else truly appreciates the extreme talent and skills of City Escape like I do.
I'm over going to shows- and playing shows where the crowds not there to feel the music- rather to judge the music- or to fulfill their sceney little needs of being there. The girls there are fairly rank too.
I must have been the only one there without tattoos.
I just thought of a good tattoo idea though.
"Your tattoos are fucking lame".
Anyway- the only girl there without tats was Rachael Glin the little cutie.
Met her randomly a month ago at Stella's as she's Lora's cousin.
We basically spent the night together being legends at bang/in the city.
Alex Tee came and got me and we dropped the glinmeist home and I stayed in Alex's big ass comfy bed.
Made it to the station in time.
Scratched the 1 of my seat number 16 so i didn't have to sit next to this old lady.
Also nailed first class with an Econ ticket.
Got Jake Barry to come join me come Broadmeadows but we had to part at Seymour for different bus's.
Which brings me to the present moment.
A bus. Fuck the bus.
Be home soon.
Hopefully to go bowlin' with the boys.

Mind-reading dyslexia.

2010-12-27T11:16:00.002+11:00

Well it's not really lying... it's just not being too upfront and telling the truth.
Avoiding the truth?
I don't know. People are hard to judge.
Sorry take that back. People are easy to judge, hard to figure out sometimes, possibly due to all those judgements you tagged upon them before really figuring them out.

Shot dead.

2010-12-26T17:31:00.002+11:00

Do you ever wonder the amount of photos you might be in from tourists taking scenery shots?
I often wonder if they ever look back on those photos and notice you.

Three Cheers.

2010-12-25T01:10:00.001+11:00

Jeremy and I plan on properly recording this song...
I was bored so I thought I'd play around iMovie- but yeah...
Thanks Jeremy for the Piano track :)
This song's fairly hard to do without two singers...
Suck that there's no harmonies haha but oh well enjoy...
It's Christmas!

Room Light, Star Bright.

2010-12-23T18:40:00.002+11:00

<4

2010-12-18T20:28:00.002+11:00

Not just another one.

Christmas Angel.

2010-12-18T04:45:00.001+11:00

You and me all alone in your bedroom…

My hearts surely never beat this hard.

Look at you looking at me in silence,

Breathtaking you are.

I swear I must have replayed our encounters

in my head at least two thousand times,

Pausing on your cute smile to wonder

what those lips might feel like.

You and me all alone in your bedroom…

You're eyes glowing from the fairy-lights.

You're the girl I want holding my hand and

the girl I want to kiss goodnight.

Can't imagine waking up in the morning.

Can't imagine waking up next to you.

It's a week till i'm alone in your bedroom,

on Christmas afternoon.

ZombieLOCKS

2010-12-15T19:28:00.002+11:00

I'm a Zombie (Because You're a Ghost) by juddLOCKS

http://soundcloud.com/juddlocks/zombie
^ Lyrics are there-
You can also download it from the music player above! ;)
and if that fails:

http://www.myspace.com/juddlockz

Drinking under the shade of dark clouds.

2010-12-14T01:38:00.001+11:00

666

2010-12-13T04:50:00.001+11:00

This blog is dedicated to the devil in us all we project down below.

Tumblr az

2010-12-13T04:32:00.001+11:00

I've really put off getting tattoos for too long now.
I have so many idea's and concepts but I just want everything to be a perfect conceptual layout and that's going to take some time crafting.
So in the meantime I need to just get something I think- I don't care if it means something or not.
But I'm more concerned about where to get rather than what to get.
I've been thinking the inside of my upper arm- but I like the idea of having something drape over my neck/shoulder- not too big... just something different. Hard to explain.
P.s I thought those two pictures reflected the weather lately... in a much more beautiful way.
Then I thought of summer- and how I want tattoo's haha and need to buy a jeep wrangler asap so I have a car in Melbourne.

90

2010-12-13T04:22:00.001+11:00

Went to my great aunties 90th today in Geelong.
Re-met all my second cousins and got on really well with all of them!
Three other 19 year old guys too... anyway...
We've decided we're just going to be cousins from now on haha.
Rowan, Judd, Edwina, Mary, Charlie (has two younger bro's), Amelia, Shae, Kieran, Lachlan (has two sisters- but they live in New york so only him and his mum flew out).
Not to mention Sarah and Jess who were apologies.
But yeah- This is the Cook Family.
(Descendants of Captain James Cook ;)

I sometimes forget I have my Dad's side of the family as well.
Might have to try and catch up with them over Christmas while they're all down.

I'm a Dreamer.

2010-12-13T04:03:00.001+11:00

Okay, I'm just going to be publicly and shamefully honest with my feelings and just say it... I can't get this girl out of my head.

Seriously way too excited for now Christmas and then the roadtrip in January.

If the best die young...

2010-12-13T03:30:00.003+11:00

Then why aren't I dead yet?

I've been obsessed with this idea of dying and the impact I want to make.
It's good though I see the steps I need to take.
It inspires me to be better, to do better, to make the effort with people and to get stuff done before it's too late.
I've noticed heaps lately that it's paying off.
I've seen my name mentioned quite a few times on facebook and formspring- people listening and actually enjoying my music- on tumblr too.
It gives me a great sense of achievement.
I'll be posting another song sometime this week and I really hope the amount of effort I put into this one was worth it and people actually like it.
Thankyou to all those people that send me lovely inbox's and formsprings and wall posts and those who surprise me in real life saying they love my songs... It's seriously great. Thankyou.
But not even music related stuff- people seem to actually like/appreciate me as a person and it's really encouraging to know.
It's sad to think I'm going to be leaving Albury in a couple of months...
It really is an amazing place- I'm so glad I was bought up there.
But time to make my City Escape ;)
These Big City Dreams are what I'm about ;p

The Ultimate Bonger.

2010-12-13T03:26:00.002+11:00

I'm over worrying about people's judgements on me smoking weed.
It's actually the best fucking thing on the planet.
So fun. So funny.
Last time I was high, I was the highest.
You could almost say I'm a level 3 now.
Ok so here's the game I conjured...
(With the help of Ash)

The Ultimate Bonger:
You have a pile of medals on the table.
Everyone's allowed to give, receive and deduct medals.
Eg...
Someone punches a level neville- gain a medal.
Someone pulls a Jimi-Fischer- lose a medal.
Someone fakes a cone- lose a medal.
Someone asks for a joint instead- lose a medal.
Someone says/does something fucking hilarious- gain a medal.
Someone says something fucking awful- lose a medal.
Someone is caught out trying to start a moment- lose a medal.
Someone gives out a medal too easily- lose a medal.
Someone brings back a meal from the kitchen- gain a medal.
Someones wiggin' out too much- lose a medal.
Someones trying too hard to get medals- lose a medal.

The next morning hopefully you'll wake up with the most amount of medals around your neck and you can safely know that you are the Ultimate Bonger-
The person everyone wants to have around every sesh.
The funniest kent out.

iPhone Captives.

2010-12-13T03:10:00.001+11:00

Just about everyone of these photo's deserve 1000 words, but I'm going to leave them for what they're worth. At the end of the day- I write this blog to document my life not to write a story for others- I know :) And usually someone else know's too.
Man I've got some damn good video's recorded recently on photobooth.
Sorry about the HUGE amount of photo posts!
I'm just trying to catch up to what I missed out on!
The past four weeks I've been working FLAT OUT 10am til 7pm basically and any spare time I spent partying my brain out.

Vengabus2!

2010-12-13T02:43:00.001+11:00

The Cascades!

2010-12-13T02:35:00.001+11:00

The day after Jethro's, Ash, Alex, Gabriel, Lukas and I trekked back to Beechworth and ended up having one of the best days ever to complete a great weekend!
We went to a waterfall/creek- The cascades- and went behind the waterfall and it was seriously amazing.
Nearly fell to my death though at one stage which resulted in a lot of blood escaping from my foot.
Also been lovin' the new camera app for my iphone ;)

Jethro's 19th.

2010-12-13T02:19:00.002+11:00

So yeah the night before this had a rad sesh at my house with the boys, couple of guests were G and Dougy T.
So good. I AM BANANA MAN!
Then took off too Wang via Beechworth for Jethro's 19th.
The setup was ridiculous- lasers/speakers etc... but like no-one rocked up :( It was awful- not to mention there was an extremely good party happening down the road which most of my friends dogged me for! Haha I went there for a bit but couldn't leave Jethro's!
Then later we went out to Wang Pubs-
Stella, Mark, Hayden, Jeremy, Jethro, Lorin, and the oversea's girl who I now can't think of her name!
Best part was Lora was in town and came out with us!
Then went back to Jethro's to sleep and got a surprise phone call from Lora saying she's coming to get me-
and we got petrol together and had cute/nervous/movie-like moments haha, but only for like five minutes because she had to leave for Holidays!
It ruled my life but.
Maddi and I got cute as photo's ;)
God I love my friends.
I have so many too :) It's the best!

The Ditch.

2010-12-13T02:05:00.001+11:00

Has been one hella busy place lately!
Party central I'd say. Between Ash, Tra and I we set the backyard up so fresh. Got the bbq blazin' and the stereo pumpin'. Set up wind/rain barriers that add a nice vibe and mum recently got fairylights crankin' out there.
Maddi Crothers Birthday:

P.s anyone notice how much love there is between Emily and I?

GradCrasher3000.

2010-12-13T01:41:00.001+11:00

So after the CD launch I went home- got changed.
Rocked up- jumped two fences whilst security weren't looking and nailed my free $50-less pass!
I smiled way too hard that night in photo's haha

Canvas to Colour CD Launch.

2010-12-13T01:27:00.001+11:00

So anyway- I recorded an album for Albury High as you might be aware.
I got this lovely presentation/gift.
:)
Was a damn good night- everyone performed even better than they recorded!
Props go out to Emma Percy and Paul Dyason who were just amazing- oh and Jack Percy too.

Someone hacked God's iPod.

2010-12-08T23:45:00.002+11:00

I blazed myself to reign the high cliffs of hell on my fire snorting dragon to this song.
I was the weather... the storm... I was God of Gods.

There's actually a video of this moment.
Probably too embarrassing to post though haha.

Imagine...

2010-12-08T22:21:00.001+11:00

If 30 years ago today, my idol and inspiration had not been shot to death-
The impact he would've made on this world by now...
Not just through is legacy- but through his living body.
What would he have to say about today?

http://topdocumentaryfilms.com/the-us-vs-john-lennon/

If you've never seen this documentary you should really get onto it.

I'm the pumpkin and you're the fire.

2010-12-03T21:03:00.001+11:00

It's Halloween and I can think of anything scarier tonight, than being all alone.

(It's Halloween) and I can think of anything to wear, what to dress up for the night...

So i'll wear a fake smile and blame my denial, just like i've done all week.

Don't ask what i'm dressed as I'll probably just stare back and hope the silence speaks…

I'm a zombie because you're a ghost.

I might as well be dead to you...

You're the daylight and I'm a ghost

I might as well be invisible…

You're the witch that put a curse on me

and I can't get to sleep like a vampire

and even if I did you'd haunt me in my dreams.

While he's stitching up your seams and replacing all our dreams.

So farewell the memories.

I was tricked on valentines and treated to 51 lines I thought you said you were forever mine.

All these songs just fade to black because I know you're never coming back, this is the last song that you'll ever get from me.

I kissed the air, but you weren't there, like a ghost you disappeared.

But you left me addicted to your perfume and the scent of your cigarettes.

I'm a zombie because you're a ghost.

I might as well be dead to you...

You're the daylight and I'm a ghost

I might as well be invisible…

You're the witch that put a curse on me

and I can't get to sleep like a vampire

and even if I did you'd haunt me in my dreams.

While he's stitching up your seams and replacing all our dreams.

So farewell the memories.

Doors will open when doors close, I was standing on my tippy-toes.

Caskets closed but doors have opened, I saw you and I was hoping,

that you believed in love at first sight, like the stars you were shining so bright,

So like an astronaut I launched off, avoided all the meteors.

You said Hello and left me breathless, you took away all gravity.

Like a hypnotherapist you waved your watch in front of me.

You made me forget all the sadness, when I felt I'd lost everything.

You made me feel like I had surfaced, no longer a walking zombie.

I was lifeless and you appeared

You might as well be a heart surgeon.

I'm asleep because you're my dream,

I might as well be invincible.

You're the angel that flew down to me and gave me butterflies.

I'm the pumpkin and you're the fire,

that's kept me glowing with a smile.

Now she's stitching up my seams…

She's the girl of my dreams.

So bring on the memories.

Happy halloween.

I'm asleep because you're my dream.

2010-12-02T21:51:00.003+11:00

I might as well be invincible.

Doors Close.

2010-11-29T23:20:00.003+11:00

Doors Open.

MORELOMO

2010-11-28T16:27:00.003+11:00

All that remains is your eyes.

2010-11-27T19:50:00.001+11:00

On Tuesday Grace and Juliet came over and recorded two songs with me.

Diamond Sky and " -------- ".

Check it out!

www.myspace.com/graceandjuliet

Your last song.

2010-11-27T19:21:00.002+11:00

I'm a Zombie (Chorus idea) by juddLOCKS

Been sculpting these lyrics in my head since Halloween, they all sort of came together today-
I've got a verse and pre-chorus too (lyrics and music) but I just recorded the rough idea of the chorus for Jeremy to get an idea of- thought I may as well share it here.
I think I posted a blog titled this song a while ago. *Edit- yes I did- On Halloween. Nice!*
I'm feeling it though.
Should be good :)

The Trailer- Takin' it down a notch.

2010-11-26T18:18:00.002+11:00

So yeah a while ago The Trailer had a gig at Retro but Hayden (lead guitars) was away-
So Jeremy and I decided to still do it, instead of him playing drums- he'd play piano- and Sam as usual would play bass and I would swap the electric for an acoustic...
Worked out really well, the vibe of the night was great and I had a fun time!
Also played a couple of my acoustic songs-
I forgot to record the first two songs which I'm damn bummed about as Jeremy made them sound so great with what he was doing on keys- Winter, and Buried Alive- Hopefully we'll do it again yeah ;)
I played this gig just after finding out about my grandad so I was a bit teary- especially during Bonnies song. My mum came and watched though :)

Fairylights:

Bonnie:

Together Alone:

Woah!:

Singing Why:

Ready to rock:

Lonely Bones:

Dance with me girl:

Disclosure Is Coming.

2010-11-26T00:10:00.001+11:00

We're booking in to record in melbourne asap.
This gig was at O'Mailles with Jaxon's other band The Ravens. Good night! I thouroughly enjoyed our set. Mark just watched because he was lazy.
Thanks to Christopher Cooper for the dark and delightful photos.
There's a HEAP more so check em out!
http://crcooperphoto.blogspot.com/

My Grandad.

2010-11-25T23:52:00.001+11:00

My Grandad recently and sadly almost suddenly passed away.

I spoke on behalf of Edwina and my cousins.

I struggled, lost all the power from my voice, but at least I got through it.

To Edwina and I you were more than just grandad.

You were one of the greatest fathers to not only my mum, Donna and Lendy but you were the Dad I've always looked up to and hoped to one day be.

The loving husband one young lady working as a receptionist in a harvest factory could only dream of meeting and running away with to spend the next 50 odd years together.

But more personally for Edwina and I...

You were grandad.

The best grandad we could ask for.

I'm sure Sarah and Jess would agree.

Between You and Gran- you created the loved ones and loving atmosphere that surrounds me today- my family-

Its a shame you couldn't be here in a physical form today to hear all the praise I wish I'd given you whilst I still had the chance- So everyone, please do cherish the time you still have left with your loved ones.

I'd like to initiate that by saying thankyou to my lovely mother, for all the things you constantly do for me and everyone- and for raising me so well. I love who I am and it's all thanks to you.

So thankyou Gran, thankyou grandad for raising such beautiful children.

Energy is something that cannot be destroyed- only relocated or transformed- the amount of energy my grandad gave to everyone and everything in the 81 years he was here is going to be passed on not only today but his legacy will forever remain here- his humour I will never forget- and all the funny little games he played with Edwina and I growing up- like banging our fists and forks growling "where's my dinner" - kicking the football with me and shouting "get a bag" everytime

I missed the mark-

Having me sit up on his knees in bed while he read the paper and how he got me everytime when I least expected it by splitting his knees and having me fall through to the bed. I always loved that game and these are just a few of the things I hope to pass down to my kids and grandkids one day.

The last time I saw Grandad, he obviously wasn't feeling too flash- but he still managed to be the joker of the room- he was also very keen on explaining to us his hallucinations he'd been having- he seemed so intrigued and fascinated by the power of the mind- his walls of reality were breaking down- his consciousness- the soul and spirit within us all was exploring it's abilities- and now it's been set free- I don't expect him to be sitting around listening to me drone on but I know he's not gone- i believe he's in a new world of possibilities in a higher dimension- But he remains here in our memories, he's still alive within us all and I hope that at some stage through this journey of the soul we all get the privilege to re-encounter the beautiful soul that he was.

Christmas won't be the same without you grandad. We're all gonna miss you.

This was a quick video I took whilst we last visited him in the hospital,

just before this he told the best story of his hallucinations so I was hoping for another one.

Vengabus!

2010-11-25T23:04:00.001+11:00

Yep so this day was amazing. Sam Wallace had his 21st on a bus- We started at the Star- went to Lake Hume Resort for some wetnwild fun, went to Ettamogah Pub, Gerogery Pub, Walla Walla Pub, Burrumbuttick Pub, and finally Jindera Pub for some extreme Karaoke.
Best people. Was Summer/beach themed so I played my Uke all day. At one stage the bus became a nighclub- It was insane. These are all Ally's photo's except the first one was Rowands- Can't wait to see his and Dougs.

That night, after speeches on the bus- I drove Stella and Mark to Wangaratta while they turned the car into a rollercoaster ride. Was going to all go out with Lora but she had passed out hours before haha but we were all fucked so went to bed. In the morning Lora and Rachael came and visited us at Stella's.
Then went home, so stuffed- watched the last episode of Community, went over to Marks with Jeremy and we made up some Keys for Disclosure.
It doesn't end there!
Got home and Jaxon and Spence came over-
Ended up calling Dougy T and he was like come over.
FUCK that was a good night. Doug is the man- as was Glenn Stuckey - Julia and the rest.
Highlights- Talkin' shit- www.druglocks.drugspot.com/drugs- puppies named drugs and how doug took me back around to the beginning somehow! Alien suspects. Musical Moment.
Then we went upstairs and played "Pimp my scone"- made the best scones ever- out of nothing but everything.
Then I crashed in the spare bed- woke up in time for work and yeah- the week began.
On that note- I've been working basically flat out with School swim squads during the days and normal squads at night- got almost 2k saved up but now!
Still got another two weeks left of school squads.

McZombin'

2010-11-25T22:14:00.001+11:00

Anyway- Lovers Grave, Trainwreck, Of Whispers, and Vultures also played after us- damn good too- But Dream on Dreamer was defs the highlight for me.

After/during the gig met some bangin'/lovely girls and Jeremy and I ended up driving home that night-

We got to Wandong Maccas and Jeremy tuned some girl who was lovin' his tats...

We ended up following them (badly) into Kilmore for her grad after-party.

Finally when we got back on the road again we hit something and this awful scraping/grinding sound began.

We pulled over- I feared there was gonna be a freakin' kanga rib stuck in the gearbox or some shit...

Ended up being the brake fluid cable ( I think ) disconnected and was scraping on the road...

Fixed it somehow- mind you we were in the middle of nowhere- no lights and 6am in the morning.

Finally got home and crashed only to wake up soon to head off to Sam Wal's 21st bus tour... To be continued ;)

McGhsotin'

Centuries in the Castle.

2010-11-25T22:02:00.001+11:00

So yeah after my grandad's funeral service thing I went straight over to Xander's house to practise with the Melbourne based band I recently joined alongside Jeremy.
Jeremy and I went back and stayed at my grans and watched some Community with Edwina - and then the next day woke up way too late... went to westfield to get a lovely focassia and went back to Xander's for another practise...
Drove off to Dandenong to where the gig was at the Castle.
Considering it was our first gig, I just joined the band and had to learn and write a whole set of lyrics (half of which I just made up during the gig), and we were the ones to open the show- Also the lights in the crowd weren't turned off- tad awkz- and there was a strict no moshing policy which was a shame for 1. It's basically mosh as fuck haha and 2. They decided to allow moshing AFTER we played.
But yeah- went alright. I was more worried about HOW I should scream not WHAT I should scream as everyone's been wanting me to do different screams as I guess I'm rather diversified-
I think I'm just going to do what I want to do, when I want to do from now on- I had really good feedback though from so many people that night.
These two songs don't really show off any of my screams haha as for one of them- another vocalist recorded it- so I tried to keep people familiarised and the other one was the last song and I was a tad out of breath.
Verses. Forgot/cbf'd with a verse ironically haha
(Check out www.myspace.com/centuriesaus for recording, not my vocals though!)

Hollow Structure. I think I might've posted the lyrics a while ago.
Again- I was a tad outta breath and I swear we played this song way too fast haha.

Catch up.

2010-11-25T21:20:00.001+11:00

So a couple of weeks ago I had to work all day in the rain at a swim meet half rocked, turned out alright though! Caught up with Riley Schmidt, Craig Calder and Bindy Hocking- as well as Kimberley Mitlenher and a few other old swim buddies.
We ended up training on the monday morning- a reunion session.
Bindy and Craig are both Olympians now so I felt pretty cool that Bindy was still super keen to catch up with me.
It was good apart from the fact I got next to no sleep all weekend and then got up at 5...
Jaxon came though and so did Mark Pollock and we even ended up seeing Ben Johnstone who used to train with us as well.
Bindy even shouted us hot chocolates afterwards ;)
Lovely girl.

Dancing with the Devil.

2010-11-22T14:52:00.002+11:00

Die Antwoord.

2010-11-18T01:19:00.001+11:00

I've become obsessed with this band.
I first watched it whilst in the shed- Instantly Jaxon and I were like- there is something so much deeper to this shit than meets the eye.
It was cultish, fucked up shit.
We were pretty much right too.
Die Antwoord, which means "The Answers" in their native South African.
I'm convinced that the girl, Yo-Landi, is a white witch or something- there's something definitely oddly addictive about her- she even says herself in Evil Boy:
I'M A BAD ASS CHICK YO MY BLACK MAGIC
SPELETJIES (spells/little games) MAKE ALL THE BOYS GO: DAMN THAT'S SICK!
LIE DOWN ON THE BED BOY LEMME LIGHT THE CANDLES
UH UH! DON'T TOUCH! YO-LANDI JUST TOO HOT TO HANDLE!
BLIND-FOLD YOU TIE YOUR HANDS UP WITH THE HAND-CUFFS
EVEN THOUGH YOU LYING DOWN, I CAN MAKE YOU STAND UP
SPIRITS IN THE ROOM TICKLE YOU LIKE A SNEAKY PRAWN
FUCK A PEN AND PAD I WRITE MY RAPS WITH A OUIJA BOARD
DRAW A PENTAGRAM ON YOUR CHEST WIF MY LIP-STICK
But yeah they say a lot in tribal language, afrikaans as well as english and more just to make it even more insane and greater I say...
I admire them so much-
If you don't like them I say you don't understand them-
They're fucking genius.
Stepped it up in the music world I say.
They don't give a fuck and it's soooo good.
Lady Gaga looks like Jane Doe compared to these guys.

The "Enter The Ninja" video also features Leon Botha, a prominent Cape Town artist who is one of the world's oldest survivors of progeria.
Looks like an alien and is an amazing painter and thinker:

Good read: Interview article. (Talks a lot about the African meanings behind Evil Boy film clip/lyrics)

The calm before the storm.

2010-11-15T00:07:00.001+11:00

I've got a lot to post. A lot has been happening. Good and Bad.
I've got a few video's to post. A lot of pictures to post. Some opinions and ideas and even a couple of stories. All in good time. Just giving you the heads up. But not tonight...
I'm getting up early (5am) to go swim with Bindy, Kim and Jaxon... Like the good old days.

What's my age again?

2010-11-10T03:17:00.002+11:00

This is so fucked up.
I hate it haha I'm gonna be the foulest old person if I maintain that mullet- and continue smoking ice in the sun hourly.

Vampirates.

2010-11-10T02:28:00.003+11:00

Woe is Me.

2010-11-09T22:27:00.003+11:00

Cold heart.

2010-11-09T09:55:00.003+11:00

Insert reaction.

Dream Reflections.

2010-11-06T10:53:00.001+11:00

Multiple parts to this dream, the end bit was fairly intense though, very metaphorical.
I was in line at a funeral, my mum in line in-front of me, crying because she lost her license on the way there for 6 months and I was saying just go for a holiday to bali for that 6 months and then we also shared that intimate moment I've been trying to create in my waking life, of embracing and saying how much I love her.
The Maine was playing in the background and making me teary.
Before this I was riding with Ryan at a servo to buy hay?
Haha and weirdly enough as soon as I woke up I was "keen".

Funeral
To dream that you are at somebody else's funeral, signifies that you are burying an old relationship and closing the lid on the past. You may be letting go some of the feelings (resentment, anger, hostility toward someone) that you have been clinging onto. If your are dreaming that you are at a funeral of an unknown person, then it suggests that something in your life needs to put to rest or put aside so that you can make room for something new. You need to investigate further what aspect or component of your life you need to let go.

Riding
In particular, to dream that you are riding a bicycle symbolizes the rhythm of some sexual act

Line/Cue
To see a line of people or objects, indicates that you need to be more aware of some situation or relationship.
To dream that you are standing in line, represents your need for patience. You need to learn to wait for something and not always have it right away.

Music
To hear harmonious and soothing music in your dream, signifies prosperity and pleasure. You are expressing your emotions in a positive way. Music serves to heal the soul.

Mother
To see your mother in your dream, represents the nurturing aspect of your own character. Mothers offer shelter, comfort, life, guidance and protection. Some people may have problems freeing themselves from their mothers and are thus seeking their own individuality and development.
To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that need to be worked out with your mother.

Drivers License
To lose your driver's license in your dream, indicates that you have lost your way or direction in life. Perhaps you have lost the autonomy to move forward toward your goals.
Alternatively, the dream may mean that you have lost your true Self. You are trying to be someone you are not.

Dream Chasing.

2010-11-05T13:02:00.005+11:00

I dreamt of this epic war in my house/street- There were so many people on my side- in my house all huddled together and shooting enemies- we were under intense fire but I think we came out victorious.
I remember at one stage I was doing a check to see if the coast was clear, and saw movement from behind my mum's car they popped up and I instantly shot them but luckily I had run out of bullets and it was Tess Boyle I think. I remember having this mini-missile launcher that I was shooting within my house at enemies.
Yeah- a very intense dream.

War  
To dream of a war, signifies disorder and chaos in your waking life You are experiencing some internal conflict or emotional struggle which is tearing you up inside. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are either being overly aggressive or that you are not being assertive enough. Perhaps you need to be prepared to put up a fight in some area of your life.

Shooting 
To dream that you shoot a person with a gun, denotes your aggressive feelings and hidden anger toward that particular person. If the person you shoot is a stranger, then it indicates that you are rejecting unknown aspects of yourself that you do not understand. To dream that someone is shooting you with a gun, suggests that you are experiencing some confrontation in your waking life. You may be feeling victimized in some situation .

House
To dream that your house is broken into, suggests that you are feeling violated. It may refer to a particular relationship or current situation in your life. Alternatively, it indicates that some unconscious material is attempting to make itself known. There are some aspects of yourself that you have denied.

Bomb
To see a bomb in your dream, indicates that you are going through a potentially explosive situation in your waking life. The bomb could represent repressed desires and unexpressed emotions that are on the verge of exploding or bursting if not dealt with soon.

Victory
To dream of victory over something, represents confidence in your abilities. You are seeking motivation in the course that you are taking. Sometimes you need to imagine or visualize success before actually achieving it.

Team  
To dream that you are part of a team, indicates the importance of working together. The dream may be a metaphor that you have your life in order.

Shopping
To dream that you cannot find what you are shopping for, suggests that you are trying to find a solution to some life problem.

-(The final chapter of this dream- I was with Rowand and Sam rushing around centro to find something- Maybe it has something to do with wanting to buy a house together in melbourne soon? I remember I was also distracted by this babe I met the other day, maybe that's a sign that I shouldn't get involved in a relationship or I'll never make it down to Melbourne haha)

Lost my thick coat of sugar...

2010-11-05T03:22:00.003+11:00

and once again the world turns sour.

I'm slowly getting to the end of this roller-coaster I feel though.

Actually apart from when I get tummy drops and feel sick,

I'm as happy as can be!

Love the world and it will love you back.

HOLY SHIT!

2010-11-03T10:08:00.003+11:00

I just got asked to be a best man!

Farmer.

2010-11-03T02:43:00.003+11:00

I've always found because of this attitude, I get whatever I desire.
What you put out is what you get back.
Law of attraction or just me being lucky?
I think opportunities are always there for everyone, I just know how to take care and make the most of mine.
I've been so happy and positive lately- I put out over 160 wall posts of things I like about people- and it really fulfils me (at least my ego anyway ;s- but least it's in a positive manner).
http://www.facebook.com/juddlocks/posts/172695329408933
I haven't been able to knock off that thought that I'm not going to be around for long so I should do as much as I can now to make an impact, because after all- what else can you do?
At the same time and contradictingly- I feel rather invincible. Nothing can hurt me, but that's just my over-confindent self talking, but yeah I feel death on my shoulder- but he's saying he's on my side- at least for a while. This might be a good time to jump out of a plane... on DMT. Lol jkz. But seriously :| haha